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March 31, 2006
I can’t seem to get my energy back. A day or so after the final move, it seems like all the energy deserted me and won’t return yet. I’m sticking to a routine though: get up in the morning, tend to the cat boxes, shower, make breakfast, do breakfast dishes. At night, do the dinner dishes, tend the cat boxes. During the day, try and unpack at least one box or move one piece of furniture.
Today is organized my room a little bit. I haven’t tackled the cds, videos or my books yet. They sit waiting on the shelves – the paperbacks and cds in stacks staring at me, constantly pointing out that I “haven’t got around to it” yet.
I know the month of moving and living between two places was hard, a constant strain on the body, spirit and mind. Just wish I could get some of the energy back. I’ve got a low grade fever, the sniffles, sneezing, sore throat and my ears hurt. Yep, good old sinus infection because of the suppressed immune system. I know the stress and strain set me up for that, was almost expecting it. Once I stopped moving, literally, it hit.
Getting back into the writing, thankfully. Not as much as I would like, of course. That’s another thing wearing at me, the “shoulds” on a lot of things, including the writing. Have to find a way to shake those off, they just drag me down even more and get into a vicious circle.
The room here is beginning to feel like my space. Some of my things are out, books, a couple of the swords, of course the harrow and the Roman altar. It’ll take time. Continuing to weed through things as we unpack and organize. I think I’ll be able to start organizing the garage next week.
Wish I could stay up tonight and talk with Carolee, it just feels like four hours later than what it is at 9pm. What the hell is it going to feel like after the time change Sunday? I’m trying to eat right, breakfast, snack, lunch, snack, light dinner, snack or light dinner helping. Protein with every main meal, a banana or apple once a day at least. Doubled my vitamins because of the stress, as well. Also trying not to do too much but still stay active. Maybe I should just go to bed for a couple of days?
I can’t seem to get my energy back. A day or so after the final move, it seems like all the energy deserted me and won’t return yet. I’m sticking to a routine though: get up in the morning, tend to the cat boxes, shower, make breakfast, do breakfast dishes. At night, do the dinner dishes, tend the cat boxes. During the day, try and unpack at least one box or move one piece of furniture.
Today is organized my room a little bit. I haven’t tackled the cds, videos or my books yet. They sit waiting on the shelves – the paperbacks and cds in stacks staring at me, constantly pointing out that I “haven’t got around to it” yet.
I know the month of moving and living between two places was hard, a constant strain on the body, spirit and mind. Just wish I could get some of the energy back. I’ve got a low grade fever, the sniffles, sneezing, sore throat and my ears hurt. Yep, good old sinus infection because of the suppressed immune system. I know the stress and strain set me up for that, was almost expecting it. Once I stopped moving, literally, it hit.
Getting back into the writing, thankfully. Not as much as I would like, of course. That’s another thing wearing at me, the “shoulds” on a lot of things, including the writing. Have to find a way to shake those off, they just drag me down even more and get into a vicious circle.
The room here is beginning to feel like my space. Some of my things are out, books, a couple of the swords, of course the harrow and the Roman altar. It’ll take time. Continuing to weed through things as we unpack and organize. I think I’ll be able to start organizing the garage next week.
Wish I could stay up tonight and talk with Carolee, it just feels like four hours later than what it is at 9pm. What the hell is it going to feel like after the time change Sunday? I’m trying to eat right, breakfast, snack, lunch, snack, light dinner, snack or light dinner helping. Protein with every main meal, a banana or apple once a day at least. Doubled my vitamins because of the stress, as well. Also trying not to do too much but still stay active. Maybe I should just go to bed for a couple of days?